Love is more than Life...

Today When I am celebrating birth and death of the most special person of my life, the tears came out of my eyes, rolling down to the ground, fells and disappears. The problem is that I am unable to decide, whether it is for felling you very close to me and being happy or realising the truth that you are very far away from me and won't see you ever again. What a downy situation I am in ??

In the past one year, every second I missed you and was wondering if you may had left a dozen of letters referring each month, it would be a great help to live in and move onwards in my life. Thinking of the same, everytime I wake up from my dreams with my empty folded hands.

Well first of all let's have a b'day song for you..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHWETA !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 U !!

So, Finally you have re-grown 1 year old today. Gr8. Congrats..

Well, this year on the eve of this special day, I have planned something for us. I have arranged a date again, not today, but yeah this Valentine..Guess where ?? Yeah....at you all-time favourite place. So, be on time without any excuses. Well, I know you always like to build and keep your records and you will be again before time. I love this part of you.

Anyways, See I still remember my promise made to you last year on your birthday....and....wish to fulfill it with a gr8 charm dear. Just be on my side to support me, I really need it these days.

A lot more to say you but I would prefer saying all that when we will meet next. Well, I know you can even hear my silence, but I think to meet and tell will be the best idea. So, Just wait for me, very soon or somewhile later I am coming to hold you again. I hope you will be waiting for me, as you always do...hai naa..Cya.

Just a Mile Away...

After a long time m again playing with my old tools today, m back to my passion now. Starting with a new web designing project for one of my good and old colleague, I have started designing my own base first with my design and it makes me feel good. Today, m seated with my New Dell Inspiron 15R, playing with my old tools after 2 years approx, it was almost untouched….OYG !!

It feels like time has asked me to come back with my full effort and make my own way to lead in this work….m planning to do the same….Gonna put all my effort, and a dream need to be turned true…!!

Well…I believe that every person is or should be that much creative that he can think, to paint his imagination and thoughts, with that a time will come when you need not have to show off your existence ….rather the world itself start knowing that “there is someone somewhere who has started and will go a long way....!!”

and for that I am “JUST A MILE AWAY..!!”

Happiness is not that much costly..Just You need Friends

Well….Happy 62nd Republic Days to all of u guys….It was a sounding day…sound from the tone of SMS whole day..wishing republic day….that’s the benefit having friends that you never miss special days…they keep you reminding about that…and…as well share the joy with you…so my day started with a joy of having a Holiday and lots of remembrance from the friend..

I planned to spend the day sleeping….but all of a sudden at 12 in the afternoon…I got a remembrance that someone has asked me yesterday “If we can meet?”….so I sent a msg to her…let’s meet at Rajouri at 3…..

So I woke up…got ready…had my breakfast…and left home….when I was in metro…I received a call from Diva…She asked me “Where are you?”..I said going to rajouri…she asked “Y?”…..I said “to meet u”….she laughed and said “cool…and without knowing me that u r coming to meet me”?..I replied…”yeah just a surprise for u..” …then I asked her to join also n she agreed..

So we all meet at Rajouri….Mc’D….my favorite place always to arrange a get together just next to Vishal Cinema Hall….It was tough to find a common topic in between three different people….when they are totally strangers for each other…..Let introduce who were my accompany “My First Delhi Friend”, “Her Sister” and “One of my Oldest Childhood Friend”….In between them finding a gud topic to talk was really very difficult…we fought for a long time to find a topic but useless..

So, I better thought to have some eatables at Mc’D then after we moved outside…we tried two places to sit and enjoy…but from both place the security guys “BHAGO YAHA SE !! NOT ALLOWED TO SIT HERE!!”…so we had to left…and after a couple of minutes, we found one more place to sit around..

After some time, my CC friend with her sister left us (might be they were feeling bored)…….and I and Diva remain there…so now its time to talk about some serious topic….we shared some words for career aspects….and after an hour discussion on that we came to a conclusion "I HAVE TO WORK HARD NOW"…now we thought to move again….we went to West Gate mall….she thought to do some shopping….so I decided to just accompanied in that….Gals u knw…after 2 hours of “HERA-PHERI” at Lifestyles…a pair of clothes confirmed for billing…she paid and now hunger striked my stomach….We marched to “FOOD COURT” at the top….had our dinner…and after that..”TATA-BYE BYE-GOOD NIGHT” as well….m back to my home and just writing this post..

Over all….It was a gr8 day….I am feeling happy after that again and that after a long time…..THANKS TO EVERYONE for making my day today….Its always good being in accompany of GUD FRIENDs!!

P.S. THANKS YOU ONCE AGAIN GUYS….

When I am Alone...

It feels very hard to keep urself busy when someone is running in ur mind....This is same situation I am going thru....Trying to ignore the memories...but getting more drenched into it....Life sometimes seems Strange to u.....!!

After a 3 days awaiting for a single message from some1, I have spent my 72 hours in world of tears....but not a single drop of it has touched her heart....I wonder how Good she is ?? :)

These day world is seeming like this place is not for me....It happens when some bad feelings struck u...all the past bad thing also start coming to ur mind...and u start swiming in all of tht...helpless to make urself out....Just the same I am feeling.


It might has happened to u as well....some1 is standing by u..even you can see them from your closed eyes..u can realise the presence of them with u....but when u make ur hand up to touch them....all disappears....Quite Saddy..!!

At the end, just would like to thank for being in my life....and making me feel good. Missing you a lot.

P. S. I LOVE YOU SWTHRT

A GIFT BY YOU TO ME..

Life sometime seems strange to you...It gives sometime unexpected while sometime you have to beg for a thing....Today, when I have load of friends accompanying me round to round....but still I feel alone....!! We humans never satisfied. Some of us complains no one's understand on a other hand we speak that the person next sitting to me know me very well...so How well then ??

A lazy sunday..Sitting at my room..chatting with friends..talking with the pink walls..and looking for a satifactory answer for just two simple question....Who am I ?? What am I looking for ??

Difficult to find these answer with never satisfying attitude. The more i try to know, the more i get puzzled. Lots of practical examples, lots of silly theories but all are helpless. Nothing helps you at that time. What only thing which can help you is "YOUR THINKING."

I am and may be looking for these answer in future as well...because I know Everyday I am a new person..sometimes re-born..sometimes renovated..but one thing will be always remain same "THE PERSON I LOVE THE MOST"..a breather for my life..Angel to brought me up when I am down...Enhance the power to hang around..and much more..!!

The only thing to be mentioned is "I LIVE WITH THE DREAMs not with the TRUTH....!!"

P. S. I LOVE YOU SWTHRT

ALL WELL, IF ENDS WELL :-)

Again an off day...so got moments to spend time onlyn...

Well, today..It was a lazy day..as its a holiday..no work...no fun...a day with bad impact...so was just relaxing on the bed whole time..woke up at 6 as usual..tossing on bed and then, my luck again played a trick on me..and the light went off for at 10 am in the morning...day was hot n chilling..I felt to stay helpless on my bed and wait for the light to come back...but it never happens wat u want..so I too not made an effort for anything...just enjoyed my laziness this time...

After a while, my stomach too played an echo...It knocked to realise me the loneliness inside..I was feeling hungry now..so I just ran to the kitchen, getting rid of my laziness, to look for some stuffs..After some sorts of snack, I felt satisfied now...wat next?? back to the bed..and was tryin to see some more dreams but all of a sudden some melody whispered in my ear...It was my cell ringing...I looked in the screen and the call was from one of my call center friend "Manav"..

U will laugh after knowing the reason he has called me for..Actually last evening(friday) i played a game with him...I sent a msg from my cell to his GF intimating her that she is disturbing him a lot these day..but it was just for fun...u knw..!! But u knw gals are always gals...He had called me to make call conference with her so tht I can explain her the entire story...and after a bit of effort all settled down... :)

and finally, when i end with the call...the light appears back at 5 PM in the evening..I felt relaxed again..I woke up...pressed my clothes..had a cool bath...got ready..and moved to downstairs to some shopping...on the way I realized tht I am forgotting sumthing...Oh..yes..I forgot to wish happy birthday to my two friends...so I made a call to both of them..and wished them....It was happy moments talking with them..shared some jokes..talks abt time spent together..we were imagining back n missing those days in our thoughts..after 25 mins of chat over phone, I was feeling happy now..which made my day balanced now..

So, Finally "ALL WELL, IF ENDS WELL"...Keep enjoying guys a new day is about to arrive...

PART OF LIVING -2- ART OF LIVING.. :)

Well...writing has always been a tough job for me..specially when u have to describe ur feeling in words....coz the a specific range of alphabets is not gud enuf to describe ur precious feelings..u knw..neways..


Today was a off day for me..as I was in full mood to take rest from my Call Centre work...so jus bunked mah office..lying in my bed..enjoyed the hot summer day arrived in Delhi Streets....but u knw the day was as usual....I woke up at the same time I generally leave my bed for office...but today I woke up not with my usual alarm..instead by a my SMS tone..recieved from my sweetest friend....further, we had some teasing words together in couples of morning hours..after tht...I fell asleep again...in some moments I was in the circle of dreams..but all of a sudden....I felt something missing...hey...thts my breakfast..I was feeling a lot hungry..so rushed to the kitchen..looked for the breakfast delivered by the tiffin man in the morning....finished off with the meal.. then thought to take a bath...enjoyed the "Chilling Water" after a long tym...I felt fresh...but wats this..I was still feeling to sleep...and after an hours I was again lying in my bed...sound interesting isn't it..!!


I was feeling a lot tired of my job since last few days...my body was aching...eyes were tired..less of energy to move on..etc. etc..This was all happening with me these days...I think I have got bored of my calling job..!!


But u knw..This is wht we call "STRUGGLING TO SURVIVE"...hehe..doing the thing which is totally out of business..but still luving doing tht...!! Challenges are the "PART OF LIVING" and accepting those challenges with a victory pose is an "ART OF LIVING"..So Now onwards I have made up my minds again and planning to continue with the same doing which I am involved in from last series of months..Let me help me myself..coz "GOD HELP THOSE WHO HELP THEMSELVES"...cheers..!!